Autumn :) (Days 277-330)

I'm sorry I have to keep playing catch-up but it's so hard to post daily nowadays lol.

So here's another montage in words of October 2nd-November 24th.

October

I've been really involved in events at school. I helped the multicultural department make paper flowers for hispanic heritage month and have been running weekly meetings for MECHA.

I attended the hispanic women' conference with Jhannyn and my mom. It was amazing and so inspiring!

Adam and I are getting a lot closer now. :) He tells me all the time how much he loves me and I love saving his text messages sometimes because they're SO sweet. here's one from the 14th (warning: cheesy alert)

"I really do love you. I mean it when I say that you're rare to find because honestly I've had girlfriends that had at least one flaw and you don't have any. You're smart, funny, you love music, you're loveable, thoughful, have all the same interests and if we don't, we're not afraid to try :) I will never let you go because I lov3e you ^-^"

you see? god, he's so wonderful to me. he's wonderful in general.

Umm what else? oh yea we added each other on facebook, that was huge to me and he saw my photos and text me saying how beautiful I am and all these wonderful things that really made me blush :)

Halloween was okay, my dad had been in the hospital and we visited him which was nice. the girls and I went out the night before and dressed up in costume to go to a movie. we saw Paranormal Activity 2 o.o we shit our pants basically.

November

The first marked Adam and I's 2nd month together :D It's not once a month I realize how much I love him, but everyday. This day is only a marker in the timeline :)

I won a scholarship! I applied to the AACHE scholarship and won a $300 one and received it that week at the AACHE conference. my mom went and it was really nice.

I bought Halo Reach!! finallyyy lol.

bought some new tops at Ross.

Adam asked me if I think we went too fast in our relationship and i said define fast, he didn't think we did personally but he was worried that he made me say "i love you" before I was ready and I said oh no, I was sure I was ready to say it because I never say anything I don't mean :) He worried I'd be offended if he ever asked me something regarding our relationship that he was concerned about and I told him no, I want him to tell me these things because it's how we grow and learn, and make sure everything is working out :) He told me he loves me and that he always will, and as much as I want to say always, I just am soo afraid of an uncertain future so if I say I'll love him forever I worry that will become a lie in case something doesn't work out you know? it sucks. I do love him so very much though.

Stayed up playing xbox with adam and swank and I got bored so I took out the guitar and started playing. I hadn't realized they could hear me lol so we ended up having a jam session haha. I played a good number of songs and they were so relaxed. Swank hadnt heard the song I'd written for adam and so I played it and it made them both cry! I felt so touched.

Bought fabric to make adam a blanket and I got to sewing it immediately! My first blanket! it's gonna be bad ass. I cut up an old 1up shirt I had and sewed it on to the front, then sewed the back piece together and added the border, my mom helped me with that because satin is so hard to work with. heres the finished product!

I sent it along with the key to my heart necklace and a halo legends dvd. He got it and opened it while I was on the phone with him. omg such an awesome moment!!

Thanksgiving/Ashley's birthday is coming up!