Finally The Magic Words! (Day 124)

I feel like such a girl right now. Remember when I said that I got the feeling CJ likes me? (post 108 or something like that). Well, we were texting last night and he was saying some really nice things about my musical talents and about me and whatnot and I said something like

"aw dude stop, you're too kind lol" and he replied,
"well cause I like you"

omgomgomg.

Did he really just admit it?! haha ah I knew it! as if it weren't already obvious or anything but still, I could tell. How cute lol. Oh and that's not all, he asked how I felt! :O truth is, I'm not entirely sure, this is all new to me, but I realized that most of the reason why I've been so nervous lately is not just due to finals, but because I get nerves around him! duh!

So I said I liked him too, and saying that to each other made everything feel so much easier to communicate. To me anyway, cause at least that uncertainty is vamoosh and we're being honest now. :)

He was really surprised I felt the same lol, and in a way so did I because I've known some guys that have had a small crush on me but I've never liked them back, or gave them a chance because I wasn't interested. With him it's different somehow. I can't explain it, and it's so weird that he isn't normally the type of guy I'd go after because I usually like white guys haha, and he's hispanic, but doesn't speak spanish. He doesn't have the rock star hair I usually swoon over in most guys nor the style that catches my eye, but I'm interested in him nonetheless. why?
I'd like to know too. Life is odd, and God works in mysterious ways, and then again, we had a class together last semester and had no clue til the end of the semester when we met for a minute. Then he sits at the station next to mine, not for the sake of sitting next to me, but because he had that station the semester before, and I sit at mine for the same reason. Coincidence? I dunno...

I'm curious to see where this will go, but for now, I'm glad we're friends. and that he 'fessed up. haha. ~.^